Still tired. I'm having problems sleeping trough the night. I'm still working on weight gain. My joints ache from lack of muscle. I have a constant ringing hum in my right ear, which I try to drown out with a fan.

My schedule is way out of whack, I'm out of bed early, and napping in the afternoon. I'm trying to eat multiple times a day to help with my weight gain goals.

My attitude is so much better. I'm feel like being more active, I'm just waiting on my body to catch up.

Stamina isn't there yet.

My lack of patience has made me irritable at times. I really have to monitor how I speak to people sometimes.

My Anchor, my Wife.

I'm over half way through my life. I almost didn't have the second half. Trying to figure out what my place is, is a huge challenge. I'm just trying not to suck right now while I "map" a path.

Just waiting out some more healing time on disability. I've worked hard since I was in my teens, I need a little time to heal and catch my breath, then I know there is something out there for me to do.

This guilty feeling that I should be doing something and stop slacking off.

Slowly and one day at a time. Dry mouth, running nose, sense of taste, swallowing, 53 pound weight loss.

Patience!!! Relax, It Will Get Better!